sumtimes i feel mi entries r nt wad im feelin.. dere r sum things i do dat i cant blog jus becos certain pple r reading n it's either dey r too sensitive.. or u r afraid u will offend dem.. dat annoys mi tremendously too sumhow..

dese few days really haf been feeling super gaowei over certain matters.. the fact dat u noe the truth yet u hafta pretend u dno anithing jus to protect the person's ego is super gao wei lah.. the fact dat u still hafta watch the person live his/her life proudly n in self-denial is even more gaowei..
den dere cums another person hu says.. no u r exxagerating which is even more frustrating wen she doesnt noe the severity of the matter.. n yes.. i noe i shldn haf told her.. like wad u all said.. i so regret now actly

i tink im considerate n totful n extremely tolerant in a sense cos im infamous for frankness and forthrightness n dis time i decided to hold back is becos im giving face okay.. i dont tell pple how to lead their lives.. u decide urself how u wna lead ur lives
sumtimes i feel as if u lead ur lives jus to satisfy the whole world except urself which i feel is so pointless..
sumtimes i feel our frenship is so so so hopeless dat i dont even haf the courage to say anithing...
sumtimes i feel dat u make it seem as if it's our fault wen actly the fault lies wif u in the fers place

o u noe mayb i shld b less tolerant n burst..
i cant help it dat pple r telling mi everything
n i noe too much

n i was telling jm today..
how i wished i really dint noe anithing at all..
really really